Maybe it's too late..but still I want to say this to you...
That I love you and I always love you..
I don't want those smile away from you :)
That's why I always look up to the starry sky then secretly wishes...
I hope his life fulfill with happiness u.u
Happy birthday Dai(pocky)chan~
Here's some gifts from me...
I made Arioka Daiki's kanji from the real Pocky ^_^
One thing that make it special...I choose the POCKY STRAWBERRY flavor cuz I love AriYama or YamaAri (now) and since Daichan loves Pocky while Yamachan loves Strawberry so their combination make a perfect Strawberry Pocky :DD
- Mood:
amused
Tittle: Kazayama - Drabbles
Pairing: Kazama Ren X Ogata Yamato (Haruma Miura X Takaki Yuya)
Warning: Don't take/copast/claimed as yours without credit. sorry but it hurt the owner ne, i hope u understand ^^
Author:
me
Genre: yaoi, fluff
Rating: PG-15 - NC-17
Disclaimer: Those boys will be mine if the sun rising from the west or never.
A/n: I watched GOKUSEN 3 again and again and never bored. I dunno why now I started like Yuyan...it isn't like I hate him before, I just feel now I start become his fans ^^ and when watched this I also started to like Haruma Miura too..well hope you enjoy it
KAZAYAMA – WE ALWAYS FIGHT
It’s not surprising if Kamiya, Honjou, Kura, and Icchi found their friends fought each other to decide who’ll be the leader.
Ren vs Yamato. Everytime and anywhere.
But…would they get surprise if they know that when the sun came to the dawn, alones, in the some place, Ren and Yamato also fought…for dominant???
~@~
KAZAYAMA – CRAZY
Ren thought he’s strange.
Ren thought he’s crazy.
That because when he saw Yamato’s face, he couldn’t help but imagining something crazy.
Yes, crazy enough to make him came every morning while thinking the latter’s face.
~@~
KAZAYAMA – KISS
Ren always wanted to know…
What if he kisses Yamato’s lips…???
Will the latter get mad or not?
But now it’s not a mystery for him cuz he could see Yamato’s flustered face, both hands clinging on his neck and begged for more. Now the mystery was why he loved see Yamato liked this? He couldn’t stop did this to Yamato.
~@~
KAZAYAMAKAMI – WHO’LL YOU CHOOSE?
Ren and Kamiya both stood in front of Yamato with serious face.
“So, Yamato…who’ll you choose?” asked Kamiya. Yamato put a hesitant face. Of course he couldn’t choose one of them. Both were his best friends.
“I can’t…” he decided. He could see disappoint face on them but he couldn’t help that.
“It’s okay…” said Ren calmly.
“We can wait…” said Kamiya
Then they kissed Yamato’s left and right cheek together. He couldn’t choose one of them because…he always loved it when they had sex together…three of them.
~@~
KAZAYAMA – LOVE
Yamato breathed heavily and gripped both bed sides.
“R-ren…aah” he moaned the latter’s name.
Ren smirked and continued to thrust into him and hit the good spot again and again.
Yamato moaned loudly before he came and hit Ren’s chest with his sperm. After that Ren also came inside him. Both them laid on the bed, heavily take a breath but both smiled.
“I…love you, Ren” said Yamato.
“This happen whenever you said you love me, Yamato. If you said that again, be prepared, cuz I’ll take you on again” said Ren while gave him quick peck then hugged Yamato and covered their body with blanket.
~@~
OWARI ^^
so...arigatou for reading, please drop ur comment below...
- Mood:
angry
Yamada: Well, he's a mirror princess by the way ^^
Miki: He's so adorable cute ne, Yamachan?
Yamada: Uwaaa yabe~ *smirk*
Miki: Haha then how about this...
Yamada: He's so damn sexy ne~ ^-^
Miki: Kore-te nani...?
Yamada: That's my number one wife ^^ *proud*
Miki: Jyaa, kore-te...
Yamada: . . . . . .
Yamada: Okay, where I shall begin with him..? *stretching stretching*
Miki: The fuck!!!!
those pict isn't mine
(c) to the owner
If u don't like yamaari then don't blame me, okay ^^
- Mood:
hot
Tittle: Sad Love Story in Life
Pairing: Akame, Kamenashi Kazuya's POV
Warning: Don't take/copast/claimed as yours without credit. sorry but it hurt the owner ne, i hope u understand ^^
Author: me
Genre: angst, shounen-ai
Rating: PG-15
Disclaimer: Those boys will be mine if the sun rising from the west or never.
A/n: Jin had married T_T i should be happy ne, but idk i feel sad. please enjoy my fic...don't forget tissue~
It’s such a cruel love story. When those love feeling had to end with sad ending. Nobody knew where and when it began. Because love always grew slowly in the two hearts and even themselves didn’t realize that. But this one made a wound deep in heart. The world was won again, against the forbidden love. It’s so natural, everyone knew that rules. Such a cruel world.
Kazuya sat on the bench behind his house. He looked up to the purple sky from there and sighed.
This world has beautiful part beside the awfulness. Kazuya’s thought.
He knew that very well, because he ever had taken a part in those sad love story…
He felt his cheek began to wet again with his tears. It’s the nth time this feeling killed his very soul. He always knew that world rules would take him down. He just believed in a miracle. But, that miracle…never came to his life.
Kazuya wept his tears. He got up and walked towards the center of the small yard behind his house where he used to play baseball with his partner in crime in their forbidden love story. It’s so big. He wondered why he felt that yard became more bigger than he thought.
He sat on that spot while looked up again to the murasaki sky.
He flashed back his mind to the time when he first met his lover. He amazed of how they could get close each other quickly, realized both them had different manner. He always loved it when he got extra attention by the later. That person would cancel all his schedule, except work, to accompany him who felt down about something. Sometimes, they would play in that yard where he sat now. Just been with his lover could make him comfortable and happy.
It’s not easy though. They had to face the reality where not every single one would accept their forbidden love. A lot of pain and suffer. They always believed that someday, people would understand them, but they just could to continue to living in this secrecy. They could release that pain away with song. Yes, they just could make a song for each other to make them better. With a hidden message in every line of song, nobody knew, just them.
They also suffered a lot when they had to separated from each other because of the later had to work overseas. It’s not a big deal really, cuz he knew that his lover would come back as soon as possible. But, the problem began with it. When his lover made a good mark with an overseas work and scheduled to come back to there. And then…he had to separate with the later again.
That problem grew bigger and heartbreaking when his lover, he still didn’t know being forced by agency or not, had to leave their group to be a solo singer. He cried alone everyday. Being separated from your lover was the worst thing in every love relationship story. But he still felt that his lover also felt that way so that they still been in contact secretly sometimes. Soon, he lost contact with him. He didn’t know what the later did or with who. And the shocking news then came, that his lover had to marry someone else. It made him suffered more realized he couldn’t forget him until now.
Kazuya cried again. He’s not a crybaby, he’s just…felt a pain. A deep wound that not everyone could heal. He better died if he didn’t release them.
He slowly got up from where he sat. The sun had came to the dawn and his mother seemed had arrived to his house. He walked away from there.
He stopped in the side yard and looked back at the yard when realized something.
His yard became look so big, because there’s no more Akanishi Jin who would play baseball with him in that yard.
OWARI
Dou? Please feel free to drop your comment ^^
- Location:hell
- Mood:
distressed
Pairing: Ariyama
Warning: Don't take/copast/claimed as yours without credit. sorry but it hurt the owner ne, i hope u understand ^^
Author:
Genre: Fluff? Romance and shounen-ai of course.
Rating: PG-15
Disclaimer: Those boys will be mine if the sun rising from the west or never.
A/n: It's so short fic, I can't say it's oneshoot and neither drabble 99a so what's it? forget it~ please read it and comment are welcome ^__^
Daiki pouted. He seemed did not satisfied with Ryosuke answer. While Ryosuke just sighed when Daiki gave him super puppy eyes.
“Ryo-chan come on…let’s read anata ni otegami..!” asked the older with cute pout. That made Ryosuke always thought why he became so cute in his 20 years old?! Compared with him, he’s more mature that the older boys.
“I don’t want to read them, Dai-chan” said Ryosuke with small smiled on his face tried to calm the other. But he could see Daiki pouted more.
“Why?” asked Daiki again. Ryosuke just sighed.
“It’s so embarrassing…”
“But you read them with Yuto and Chii!” Daiki yelled loudly. He seemed angry.
“It’s different Dai-chan. I just can’t read them in front of you” Ryosuke answered still with calmly.
“So you love Chii and Yuto…I always think that you always do fan-services with them. Now with Yuto and always with Chii before” said Daiki blabbering everything on his mind.
“Ha?”
“Now please get out from my room!” shouted Daiki loudly.
Ryosuke could see his eyes became reddened and seemed like a liquid tears was ready to fall down.
“No, Dai-chan, listen to me..”
“I said get out Ryo-chan! I don’t wanna see you again! So get out now!” shouted Daiki again then pushed Ryosuke to the door way.
“Wait, this is my room too y know!”
“You can sleep with Chii or Yuto! I believe they’ll welcome you happily!” said Daiki again with tears already leaving his corner eyes. He banged the door closed hardly then sat helplessly behind that door and leaned his back against doorleaf with tears flowed race along his cheek.
Ryosuke did nothing but stared in front the door. He couldn’t think what the latter had done. He realized that for the entire time Daiki bottled up his jealousy felt toward him.
He pratfall to the floor and leaned his back against the door for some minutes before take something like paper from his vest pocket and opened them. Now they back to back both against the door. He take his handphone and busy to press some number then waited the latter received it.
Daiki take his handphone up and seeing the name on the screen. He tried to ignore it but couldn’t. He picked up and wait the voice from other place lazily.
“To: Arioka Daiki…” he heard the voice from his phone began to speak.
“I had admired you from the first time we meet…” said Ryosuke towards his phone. Daiki still didn’t give any respone.
Ryosuke continued to read his letter. “I always think that just can talk to you is such the best thing for me because you are my sempai. I really happy when you welcome me with those smile on your face, it’s like that smile is perfect on you. I like it so much from that time until now. You will joked around with me and do a crazy thing with me. I can’t believe that a sempai would talk to me like that and you always put your arm to my shoulder to comfort me, you have a big heart. I love it so much. Now that I become a real man, I had promised to myself that I’ll protect you no matter what happened cuz I don’t want those smile away from you. I always want you to know that I love you so much. I just can’t express it to the word because it’s not enough with just word. I tried to show it to you but always failed cuz I ended up just watching you from afar and you didn’t notice that. Now that I had given a change to say it, I’ll say that I ALWAYS LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH Dai-chan…I hope you hear my heartbeat and my feel towards you cuz like I said…It’s not enough with just word. From: Yamada Ryosuke.” Ryosuke ended his letter and just sighed while the other boy didn’t know what had to do and just cried silently.
“You want me to read those letter in front of public? Of course I couldn’t…it’s all my feels to Arioka Daiki. I can’t change it cuz it’s what I think about you no matter how many time I tried to. Now please opened the door…” said Ryosuke again then got up and waited for the door opened. Daiki got up and opened the door slowly, he let the latter entered that room.
“I…”
“I…love you too, Ryo-chan…” said Daiki with blushing and wet cheek because of tears.
Ryosuke smiled then cupped the latter’s face and wiped the tears away. He leaned closer to kiss Daiki’s lips warmly then hugged him.
“It’s right that I always do fan-services with them, but my heart and mind always full of you” said Ryosuke while caressed the older’s back tenderly.
Daiki just nodded. Ryosuke pulled back and saw a smiled on the latter’s face, he starred at him like there’s no tomorrow. Daiki turned down his head seemed shy with Ryosuke’s stare.
Ryosuke lifted up his chin and faced the latter directly then leaned closer until their lips against each other passionately. He couldn’t resist it when his body naturally guide the latter to their bed and ended up had sex with him twice.
OWARI
- Mood:
amused
Pairing: Ariyama, slight Hikanoo with Chii
Warning: Don't take/copast/claimed as yours without credit. sorry but it hurt the owner ne, i hope u understand ^^
Author:
Genre: Maybe little fluff, Romance and shounen-ai of course.
Rating: PG-15
Disclaimer: Those boys will be mine if the sun rising from the west or never.
A/n: Is this also fail? T_T i wonder...well i'm suck in english and bad at story but...at least i had tried ^__^ please enjoy it...
When the first time Ryosuke met him. he wonder why that person is so cool and cute at the same time?
And now he still wondered why he still admired that person liked the past? Admire…is it just admire? He wondered.
Till now, in the age of 20 even his face wasn’t change at all. Normally people would grow up or more mature at that age, but one thing that Ryosuke realized was the level of cuteness. He was more and more cute than their first met. Happiness…was his true feeling when he around that person. He once said that Ryosuke’s smile like a sun, but for Ryosuke he’s his sun who always smiled and had such a big heart that he really loved. His sempai that he admired so much but now become his beloved best friend and he never said his feeling towards him.
“Come one Yama-chan, revealed his secret for us, pleeaassseee~” begged those three Hikaru, Inoo and Chinen.
“Oh wait, Chii why you also here with them and what the hell you begged to me too?!” yelled Ryosuke then ignored them to walked in the kitchen with they followed him.
“Oh come on Yama-chan, we’re really curious about him” begged Hikaru. Ryosuke just sighed while take a bottle of water then poured it into a glass.
“If you that curious much, why don’t you revealed them yourself?! Don’t make me do that” said him facing them.
Those three pouted and put a saddened face after hear Ryosuke’s answer. “ But you are his friend also his roommate” said Inoo while pouting and Chinen nodded.
“Oi oi, you all also his friend y know that..don’t say like I’m the one who closest to him. Beside, why you so curious about his secret ‘baby face that seems he’ll young forever’? I really don’t get it.” Complained him then walked to the couch with them followed him again.
“We just want to know, after that we will stop, okay??” asked Hikaru with his puppy eyes, Inoo and Chinen just nodded. It take Ryosuke a while to think.
“No. I won’t” his answered to those silly brat friends. As expected they pouted more and sad face. He leaved those kids to his room. He better take a rest to fulfill his perfect energy. He opened the door room lazily.
“Hey Ryo-chaaaan!!”
He almost jumped and runaway when he heard a loud shrill voice that came out from his room. But his shocked went away when he saw the bright cute face in front of him with wide smile that he liked so much. He smiled to that person as known as his roommate.
“You surprise me, Dai-chan. What is it about?” said him while landed a little punch to Daiki’s arm. He entered the room and sat on the edge of his bed, followed by Daiki who seemed so cheerful then sat beside Ryosuke.
“Guess what…” said Daiki playfully to Ryosuke while raised his brow.
Ryosuke just frowned and pouted at him seemed curious about it. He knew very well when Daiki acted like this, the thing that Daiki would say definitely the good thing that he liked. Daiki put a big grin before came to the table, take something, and back to Ryosuke’s side.
“Kore” said Daiki while handed a box of something that Ryosuke didn’t know what it was. “My mom made this strawberry cheese cake, she made sooo big cake! She said I have to ate all the cake. I said to her I couldn’t because it’s so many left and I’ve ate enough. So that’s why I asked her to package them for you since you love strawberry so much right?” said the little boy with enthusiasm. Ryosuke blinked, he just realized how the penguin boy really cared to him, he did nothing but stared at him.
“Ryo-chan?” called the latter when found Ryosuke stared at him like that. There’s no answer. “Ryo-chaaan, hello~ are you there???” called him again while swayed his hand in front of Ryosuke’s face that made him back to his consciousness. He smiled at Daiki.
“Ah, arigatou Dai-chan. Hontou ni arigatou ne for bring this cake for me. Besides, it’s your mom’s made, I always love her cooks” Ryosuke answered and take that cake from Daiki’s hand. Daiki grinned at him after that.
And now without him realizing, he couldn’t take his eyes from Daiki. He starred at him like there’s no tomorrow. Every his slightest move, for Ryosuke didn’t know why, attracted him so much. His cute face, his bright smile, his delicate skin, childish behavior but unbelievable mature sometime
Nobody knew include the penguin boy, just him, it’s enough if just him. But sometime his stare become a glare when he saw other members teased his roommate. He annoyed, but he couldn’t just bluntly asked the others to stay away from him. And he ended up glared, clenched his teeth in anger and glared at Yuya who hugged him in front of Ryosuke’s eyes. He sneaked out from that dressing room to calm down his heart. But then he realized something, why he angry to them? He wondered.
“Oi!!”
He jumped surprise when someone tapped his shoulder from behind and yelled. He turned around to look at whose hand’s that.
“Hikachan~! Don’t always surprise me!” Ryosuke complained.
“Gomen gomen…eh? It’s my first time surprised you, Yama-chan..” said Haikaru. “Oh! Hmm…souka…” Hikaru seem knew something. That made Ryosuke frowned saw Hikaru’s big smirked.
“What..?” Ryosuke asked.
“No, nothing. Hehe” he laughed dryly. “Ne, Yama-chan…have you found something?” asked him then.
“Found what?” asked Ryosuke confusedly.
“Gezz…our deal last night, Yama-chan. Have you found something about Dai-chan?”
“I don’t remember dealing something with you. I have said I won’t do that” Ryosuke rolled his eyes annoyed.
“Oh please Yama-chan, we will not ask something weird anymore. So please…” asked Hikaru begged to him with pleading eyes.
Ryosuke sighed. “Okay” he answered finally. He didn’t want those three jerk annoyed him anymore. He just asked Daiki right away, right? It’s easy. He rejected their request because he didn’t want Daiki suspected him as a weirdo.
Then here right now, they stand face to face, in their lovely room, just silent.
This is wrong, something wrong with me. Why I can’t say anything in front of him???
“Ryo-chan, why you keep silent? I asked you what do you want talk about?” asked Daiki with curious face. But Ryosuke just silent.
“N-nothing…you can take a bath first. I-I want to meet Hika-chan” said Ryosuke nervous. Daiki tilted his head before answer.
“Okay…” while take a towel. “Ryo-chan, you can talk to me if you have a problem” said Daiki before close the bathroom door. Ryosuke nodded and smiled.
He cursed alone in that room. He wondered why his heart beat so fast when it was with Daiki. His eyes bigger when he realized something.
Don’t tell me this is…
Knock knock! Suddenly someone had knocked his door room. He came to the door and opened it. There’s no one else. He frowned. Maybe his member band mocked him. He was about to close that door before his eyes caught something which lied on the floor.
What is it? He take something like a paper..? He read that and got shocked…
Chinen: Ne ne, Yama-chan, ganbatte ne ^^ tell me something tomorrow~
Inoo: Be nice with him Yama-chan, he’s so pure…still a baby…
Hikaru: Don’t be so rough to him ne, it’s his first time ^_^v *peace
What the hell they write this?!?!!!! Cursed Ryosuke.
Suddenly he felt his heart pounding like hell, he gulped once. After few minutes waiting, so many murmuring and tired of walked back and forth, Daiki finally came out from the bathroom. Ryosuke rushed into him, made the older surprise, he pushed Daiki to the wall.
“What’s wrong Ryo-chan?” asked Daiki startled. Ryosuke’s face just few inch from him.
“I…want to ask something” Ryosuke answered with different tone from usual. Daiki startled a bit saw different side of Ryosuke ‘for god know well why’ made him shivering.
“W-what is it? I-if you want to talk to me, t-then at least let me wear m-my t-shirt…” Daiki said nervously. Ryosuke looked down into Daiki’s shirtless body, he gulped but he didn’t move an inch.
“I..” Ryosuke looked up into him.
“Yes?”
“I…I want to touch you”
“What?” Daiki yelled. He was about to refuse, but Ryosuke’s palm hand already touch his cheek, caressing it so tenderly. That made the latter stopped from talking, he shut his eyes. His heart seem it’s going to explode.
Ryosuke’s hand moved to touch his line nose then slowly down to his lips. He touched Daiki’s bottom lips seductively. He force Daiki’s lips to part with his thumb and put his index finger into Daiki’s open mouth. He caressed Daiki’s tongue and made him gasped. When Daiki realized that his eyes opened big, his palm hands suddenly covered his mouth. All he could see was Ryosuke’s surprise face, then slowly became some smirked.
“Let out it go, Dai-chan…I want to hear your voice..” said Ryosuke calmly, yet tenderly. He moved Daiki’s hands from his mouth. He smiled…or more like smirked. He licked Daiki’s soft finger, that made the latter blushed and shut his eyes in shiver.
Ryosuke’s trailing his hand down to Daiki’s chest and played those delicate skin. Every time he touched, every gasped he heard from Daiki’s mouth. He wanted more…he wanted to hear more than that.
“Ne, Daichan…your skin is so soft, I always wonder why? What kind of lotion or soap you used?” asked Ryosuke still touched him everywhere.
“No-nothing…ah” Daiki’s moan a little when he felt Ryosuke pinched his nipple. And like a drug, Daiki’s voice just made Ryosuke hardened his pinched. Another moan escaped again from Daiki’s lips, Ryosuke had to admit that..he loved it..he loved it very much.
Ryosuke trailed his hand down, his hand slipped on Daiki’s boxer and he grabbed Daiki’s cock. As he thought, Daiki moaned louder and he loved it. Daiki’s leg became weak, he lost his balance and almost fell but he grabbed Ryosuke’s shoulder and clinging into his neck. Suddenly he brought that boy closer and kissed him right to his lips. Ryosuke widened his eyes by the latter’s sudden act. But he threw out his surprise and enjoyed Daiki’s delicious lips. He claimed every inch of Daiki’s lips included tongue of course. Daiki moaned again…
“D-do..it..” Daiki murmured between their passionate kiss.
“What? Say it louder Daichan, I can’t hear you” said Ryosuke while kissed him.
“P-please…do it” said Daiki finally, he blushing hard. And Ryosuke just smiled…no, smirked, when hear that. He kissed Daiki again and guided him to the bed while kissing. He pushed him to that bed and turned off the light table beside the bed.
When the morning came...
Knock knock! Someone knocked their door room.
“No answer” Hikaru said to both Inoo and Chinen rather whispered.
“D-did they really do that?” asked Chinen curiously. Hikaru and Inoo looked at each other with big eyes and shrugged at the same time.
Then Hikaru tried to open that door, the door wasn’t locked. Then slowly they came to their room. Suddenly Inoo covered Chinen eyes with his hands and Hikaru covered Inoo eyes with his hands when they saw them in that room…still sleeping…that Ryosuke hugged Daiki into his arm half naked because their under body covered with blanket.
“Hikaru, I’m already 21 y know! Why you cover-“
“Ssshh! Let go out first. You don’t want to wake them up and kill us here, right?” said Hikaru half whispered.
They followed Hikaru and went out to that room. They paused a while in front of the door room. They were blushing…
“I-I want to look for Ryutarou…” said Chinen then leaving them with weird smile.
Both Inoo and Hikaru looked into each other then blushed suddenly.
“Kei-chan, you are blushing” said Hikaru.
“Eh??” Inoo widened his eyes. “Y-you too, blushed.” Said Inoo. Hikaru smiled dryly then dragged him to somewhere.
“Hmm…” Ryosuke muttered. Daiki woke up and slowly opened his eyes when hear Ryosuke’s voice.
“Daichan…” his eyes fully opened when hear his name being called. “I..love you” muttered Ryosuke slept talking. Daiki felt his face burned up, he blushed frantically. It really surprised him of how much he loved Ryosuke, he didn’t realized that until last night. He just smiled to the latter then gave him a quick peck. He widened his eyes when he saw Ryosuke’s opened eyes.
“I-I just..” Daiki tried to explained but Ryosuke pulled him closer to kiss his soft lips.
“I know.” Said Ryosuke with big smile then kissed him again.
Another day.
“Yama-chan!”
Ryosuke turned his head to face someone who called him.
“What’s it, Hika-chan?” asked him to Hikaru while eat his omurice this morning.
“Ano…I don’t want to be rude, but…” Hikaru came closer to Ryosuke and whispered something into his ear that made Ryosuke chocked hard. His eyes widened and he looked at Hikaru.
“Ne, Yama-chan?” said Hikaru with smile as then he leaved from Ryosuke’s place. Still didn’t believe his ear, he recalled what Hikaru whispered.
“...please lock your room when you do that with Dai-chan, you made Chinen cried and Kei-chan turned on you know?! Also...Ryutarou said he hear that from his room exactly beside your room”
Then he swore to himself the other day when he did that with Daiki, he had to check all the door and set a soundproof.
~* OWARI *~ arigatou ne ^^
Wuaa I almost write smut ><
anyway...please feel free to drop your comment or critique...
- Location:yuyan's head
- Mood:
dorky
Tittle: ARIYAMA - Battle
Pairing: Ariyama, Tadaiki
Warning: Don't take/copast/claimed as yours without credit. sorry but it hurt the owner ne, i hope u understand ^^
Author:
miki_ichijo
Genre: Fluff? Romance and shounen-ai of course.
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: Those boys will be mine if the sun rising from the west or never.
A/n: My first Ariyama fic. I hope I didn't fail this time...I made Yuyan looks so bad here T_T *gomen yuyan*
The tension around the dressing room became increase suddenly when they began to argue about something. Both of Hey Say Best and Hey Say 7 center members used to be close to each other but for unknown reason their relationship became like this, exactly like a dog and a cat. I think you already know who they are (pointing to the title \^^). The rest of Hey Say Jump members already knew this frightening atmosphere would come and choose to leave them both in there. It’s the nth time they’re arguing. Yet they were facing each other with anger face also killing eyes that seem like want to eat you alive.
The problem which cause the chaos between those two was the Producer-san wanted one of them pretending to lose and fall down from the rope they’ll walking at Summary Concert. But none of them want to do that and ended up with an argument that have not stopped these two days.
“I told you HAVE TO do what the producer-san said Ryo-chan!” said the older
“Don’t call me that pretending we’re close, Shortie Penguin. Also, I WILL NOT DO THAT. The one who have to lose is YOU!” Ryosuke answered.
“Oh? Did you always want to other call you that~ or have I call you Stupid Strawberry?! Besides, I’m older than you so you have to do what I said!”
“I won’t hear you. Yeah you’re older than me, but I’m stronger than you, my height have surpassed you too.” Said Ryosuke with smirk on his face.
Daiki lost his temper, he grabbed Ryo’s collar shirt, “I hate people talk ‘bout my height! So shut up and do that” said him again. Ryosuke tried to lose Daiki’s hand but that person instead pushed him until fall to the floor. Now, Daiki’s on top of him, still grabbed his collar with angry eyes.
“That’s hurt y know!” protest Ryosuke, “Let me go!” Ryosuke tried to push him but Daiki grabbed both his wrists to his side. He quickly locked Ryosuke’s legs with his, made the latter couldn’t manage to escape anymore. “I won’t, until you agree with my condition” Daiki answered.
“See, the one who win is me” Daiki said. A small smirk appeared on his face.
Dammit! This position is so shameless, that was Ryosuke’s think. He blushed suddenly. Unfortunately, he was caught by Daiki’s sight and succed to make the older aware of his position now. He blushed frantically.
Eh?
Eh?
‘Did he blushing just now?’
They asked the same thing in their mind as their eyes bigger. It became the worst awkward moment when suddenly Hikaru and Inoo passed trough.
“Oh my God…what are you two doing here? And…what’s..t-that position?!” asked Hikaru and pointed at them who look at him.
“Don’t interrupt our battle, Hika-chan” said Daiki then looked back at Ryosuke with angry eyes and so did Ryosuke.
“Aww do you mean..battle for dominant?” asked Inoo who stand behind Hikaru with playful smile on his face.
“What?!!” The battle boys both shrieked together then quickly got up, didn’t dare to face each other.
“Who the hell will do that with this Childish Shortie Penguin?! That person maybe blind!” shout Ryosuke with smirk.
“Cih…the person who will do that with this Stupid Strawberry Maniac is the most idiot in this world!” said Daiki frowned.
Both Hikaru and Inoo just giggle saw their expression. Then silent wrapped them for a moment before Hikaru teased them again.
“Yeah yeah I know I know…We won’t disturb you guys so we’ll leave now..” said Inoo calmly with his angel smile like always.
“Better you know that earlier, Inoo-chan~” said Ryosuke looking at Inoo. Inoo and Hikaru just laugh then moved forward to leave them.
“Ah told us who’s dominant when you are done ne~! ^^v *smirk*” said Hikaru playfully then runaway.
“Hika-chan urusai na..!” Ryosuke shouted.
Now there’re just them who left on that room. Silent grew again, they didn’t know what to do or would do after Hikaru and Inoo saw them. Daiki scratched his head confusedly then leaved that room and Ryosuke alone.
The next day came, this day’s Summary Concert. After did rehearsing for three days they finally did that. This year more hard than a year ago. The more difficult the more trouble they had to handle. Nervous? Of course. And in the end, they did that successes.
Everyone really happy but there’s just one person who looked so upset.
Ryosuke threw his face towel to the floor. He looked so angry, his face show that. He cursed alone in those change room. In their perform today, he did the fatal error. He let Daiki pushed him, yes, he fell to the ground. There’s no injury, no serious wound, just hurt, and pain..maybe.
Suddenly he heard some voice which seem came from the room beside those change room. He listened carefully to make sure he didn’t mishear. He silently came to that room and take a peek the unclosed door which slightly open, just want to know who’s there.
He startled a bit because his two band members in those clothes room alone.
“Come on Dai-chan, we should celebrate our success concert” said the older grabbed Daiki’s shoulder. And the young one just silent while put his clothes to the bag.
“I said before I don’t want Yuya..” Daiki answered.
Ryosuke frowned. Huh? I never hear we will celebrate our success today. What do he mean? Asked Ryosuke in his mind.
“Come on Dai-chan, just give me a kiss..” Yuya’s hand moved to Daiki’s hand then playing his fingers.
Ryosuke’s eyes widened hearing such a word. What the…
“I said NO Yuya.” Said Daiki clearly refused. Ryosuke saw Yuya made an unpleasant face and sighed.
Suddenly Yuya pulled Daiki’s hand and pushed his body to the wall. Daiki shocked of what Yuya did, so did Ryosuke.
“Wa..wait Yuya..”
“I can’t wait anymore Dai-chan, the more you refuse the more I want to kiss you, touch you, and tasted you”
Daiki’s eyes widened, he felt uneasy. “You are crazy Yuya..” said Daiki and tried to push Yuya. But the later grabbed his wrists to both his sides then locked his legs so that the young one couldn’t escape anymore.
“Yes, I’m crazy. YOU had made me crazy, Dai-chan.”
Daiki felt so afraid. He never saw this side of Yuya. And he didn’t know anymore…Yuya’s so scary…It made him shivering.
“No Yuya, you can’t do this…”
“Why? Why I can’t do this? It’s all your fault who made me wait!”
Yuya tried to kiss Daiki but the younger threw his head to the sides. Yuya instead bite his ear and kissed his neck hungrily, this made Daiki clenched his teeth shivering. Afraid..he’s really afraid.
Ryosuke’s eyes more widened when he saw that unbelievable sight in front him. He think so hardly what should he did with that.
“N..no..Yuya..wa..wait!” said Daiki while tried to lose Yuya’s hand but the later tightened his grabbed. “I..it’s hurt..Yu..Yuya..”
“Now let’s see what’ll you do if I do that to you” Yuya smirked and grabbed Daiki’s hands above the younger’s head then locked them with one his hand and the other hand began to unbutton Daiki’s shirt.
“NO!! Yuya stop..!! Please stop Yuya..” shout Daiki frantically. His tears fall down as he tried to escape but he failed.
Yuya’s action suddenly stopped when he saw someone stood in front of the door.
“Sorry, I just want to look for my clothes.” Said Ryosuke then pretended look for something and take some clothes. Yuya released his grabbed and the shock Daiki pratfall to the ground. Daiki gripped his unbutton shirt to cover his chest.
Yuya just glared at Ryosuke who disturb him.
When Ryosuke walked to the door, he stopped and turned back.
“Ah Dai-chan, you had promised me you will teach some MC technique after Summary, right? Do you forget?” asked Ryosuke.
Daiki turned to face him with startled face. “Eh??”
“Don’t ‘eh’ me. I bet you forget that. Geez..then come with me now! I have to do MC tomorrow.” Said Ryosuke again.
Daiki looked into him and thought I think I never make promise with him.
“O..ok” he answered finally. Ryosuke smiled. Daiki got up and take a glance to Yuya before sneaked out from that room and walked behind Ryosuke. He heard something broken from afar. Yuya must had threw something. But he believed Yuya wouldn’t do stupid thing that made him in danger.
After few minutes walked, Daiki felt calm then he stopped. “Ano…arigatou..” said him finally in the middle of silent. Ryosuke stopped his way.
“Don’t get wrong, I just happened walk through there. So I…” said Ryosuke without turn his head.
“Dakara..arigatou”
Ryosuke just sighed and continued his walk.
“Wait! What should I do to payback your kindness? I mean..you know..we always fight…” said Daiki nervously.
Ryosuke stopped again then turned back this time. He walked to where Daiki stood and heavily sighed.
“Then payback with your body! I don’t remember ask you to pay me back!” Ryosuke shouted. “Ck..I don’t know you that stupid enough for fall to his trap.” Said Ryosuke again in front Daiki’s face which just few centimeters from him. Daiki’s heart beat so fast for a moment.
Daiki shocked hear those word. His face turn sad, “Sorry” he said. He’s afraid to looked at Ryosuke’s face and choose to turn down his head looked randomly at the floor.
For a second of his life he felt so regret of what he said when looked at Daiki’s sad face. Crap! I’m the stupid one who shout at him after what happened to him! Nice Ryosuke..you had hurt him more!
“I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have said that” said Ryosuke apologizing.
Ryosuke would continue his walk when Daiki suddenly gripped guit his back shirt.
“No, you are right, Ryosuke. This is my own fault. Thanks for coming at that moment. Please forget of what happened today” said Daiki sadly then walked forward surpassed him.
“Wait! That floor is slipper—“ Ryosuke’s hand reached Daiki’s.
Brak! Both of them fell down to the floor. Daiki didn’t know that the floor in front of them slippery. And now Ryosuke’s face just few inch on top of him. Their eyes met for a heaven’s sake.
‘I don’t notice he has a beautiful eyes. It’s like child eyes, so pure..and innocent…’ said Ryosuke on his mind.
‘What’s with this feeling? His eyes so sharp enough makes me trapped. Why my heart pounding like crazy?’ asked Daiki on his mind.
Their precious moment broken when Hikaru and Inoo appeared in front of them.
“Oww…so you guys did battle for dominant ne?!” Inoo smiled and teased them.
“Ganbatte ne…Yama-chan” said Hikaru while pat Ryosuke’s shoulder then leaved them. Hikanoo couple giggled when they far enough from Ryosuke and Daiki.
“Hell yeah we did battle for dominant. And the winner..is me. Right, Dai-chan?” asked Ryosuke with smile smirk then shut Daiki’s mouth with his lips before Daiki began to protest.
Suddenly, Ryosuke pulled back and ended his kiss.
“Dai-chan, don’t shut your mouth while we kiss!” said Ryosuke then pointing at his tongue.
“Eh?” Daiki frowned and at that moment Ryosuke attacked him when Daiki’s mouth slightly open, playing his tongue, bite his bottom mouth until small moan escaped from Daiki’s mouth, and kissed his fully lips until they breathless.
Daiki struggled at first. But, Ryosuke’s kiss was incredible tasty, it felt like between heaven and hell.
Ryosuke pulled back and faced Daiki who heavily take a breath.
“Dai-chan, you are blushing” said him with smirked.
“Urusai na..” said Daiki frowned. Ryosuke did nothing but smiled at him and kissed his lips once again.
OWARI ~* sankyu XD
How? I thinks this's also failed T__T for long time I didn't write fic, that's why maybe...I had run out something...mou, doesn't mind. as long as you enjoy it ^_^ arigatou
- Location:own world
- Mood:
distressed
Kemarin-kemarin saya pernah janji mau bahas Akame juga yang sahut-sahutan lewat lagu...sabar yaa saya juga sedang menyusunnya ^^v nah, kenapa kok lebih duluan ngepost yang ini...karena saya lagi kangen sama YUNJAE T___T rasanya sudah lama saya tidak melihat mereka bersama...hanya mendengar mereka katanya masih berhubungan lewat telepon XD hihihihi
Yaah...tetap saja kita tak tahu yang sebenarnya. Yang lebih tau ya mereka sendiri sama orang-orang yang berkaitan...Ok...simak lagu mereka ini baik-baik ya terutama yang dicetak tebal ^^-
For You It’s Separating, For me It’s Waiting – Hero Jaejoong
(Korean lyrics)
너의 빈자리를 빼면 모든 건 제자리에 있는데
가슴이 고장났는지 너를 보낸 걸 실감못해
나의 모든 사랑은 헛된 얘기
나 이렇게 너를 보내 하지만 나에겐 기다림은 시작인걸
떠나가지마 내 사랑아 두 번 다시 널 볼 순 없잖아
내 맘속에 남아있는 그대
떠나가지마 내 사랑아 두 번 다시 널 볼 순 없잖아
어디서든 언제라도 힘들고 지칠 땐 내게로 돌아와 제발
행복해야 해 내 사랑아 그 날까지 영원할 때까지
그대만은 나를 잊고 아낌없이 지우고..
(English Translations)
Other than the empty spot that is yours, Everything else is in its place
My heart must be broken because it can’t comprehend that I’ve let you go
All my love is now in vain
I’m letting you go like this but to me, this is the beginning of a wait
Don’t leave, my love, I won’t be able to see you ever again
You are still in my heart
Don’t leave, my love, I won’t be able to see you ever again
At any place or time, whenever you are tired and worn out, please return to me
You have to be happy, my love, until that day, until we become eternal
If you forget me and erase me without a trace…
(Romanization)
Neo-ui binjarireul bbaemyun mohdeun gun jaejariae itneundae
Gaseumi gojangnatneunji nuhreul bonaen gull shilgammothae
Na-ui modeun sarangeun hutdwen yeagi
Na irutkae neoreul bonae hajiman na-aegaen gidarimeun shijakingull
Ddeonagajima nae sarangah doo bun dashi neol bol soon upjana
Nae mamsokae namaitneun geudae
Ddeonagajima nae sarangah doo bun dashi neol bol soon upjana
Uhdiseodeun unjaerado himdeulgo jichil dden naegaero dorawa jaebal
Haengbokhaeya hae nae sarangah geu nalggaji youngwonhal ddaeggaji
Geudamaneun nareul itgo aggimupshi jiwoogo
How Can I – TVXQ Homin
[Korean]
듣지 말았어야 할 얘기
오늘 하루쯤은 잊고 나와도 좋았을 전화
말문이 막히는 얘기
어차피 내 마음은 상관 없는 얘기
*어떻게 너를 잊을까
잊으려고 애를 써볼까
다시 돌아갈 순 없을까
아무 말도 꺼낼 수가 없었던
우리 마지막 얘기
사랑한다 말을 했을 땐
넌 멈춰버렸고 난 가슴은 터질 듯 했는데
지금 난 멈춰버리고
네 다음 얘기를 기다릴 뿐야
*Repeat
어떻게도 아프기만 한 얘기
그만하자는 그 얘기
멈출 수만 있다면
지울 수만 있다면
다시 돌아간다면
처음 만난 그 날로
*Repeat
입을 막은 채로 눈물 흘리는
믿기 싫은 이야기
*Repeat
여전히 널 사랑하기 때문에
꿈에서라도 믿기 싫은 이야기
[Romanization]
deutji marasseoya hal yaegi
oneul harujjeumeun itgo nawado johasseul jeonhwa
malmuni makhineun yaegi
eochapi nae maeumeun sanggwan eomneun yaegi
*eotteoke neoreul ijeulkka
ijeuryeogo aereul sseobolkka
dasi doragal sun eobseulkka
amu maldo kkeonael suga eobseotdeon
uri majimak yaegi
saranghanda mareul haesseul ttaen
neon meomchwobeoryeotgo nan gaseumeun teojil deut haenneunde
jigeum nan meomchwobeorigo
ne daeum yaegireul gidaril ppunya
*Repeat
eotteokedo apeugiman han yaegi
geumanhajaneun geu yaegi
meomchul suman itdamyeon
jiul suman itdamyeon
dasi doragandamyeon
cheoeum mannan geu nallo
*Repeat
ibeul mageun chaero nunmul heullineun
mitgi sirheun iyagi
*Repeat
yeojeonhi neol saranghagi ttaemune
kkumeseorado mitgi sirheun iyagi
[English]
Words I shouldn't have listened to
If only I had forgotten my phone, just for one day
Words that cause me to be at a loss for words
Words that don't care about my feelings anyway
How could I forget you
Should I try to forget you
Couldn't we go back to what it used to be
I was unable to say a single thing
During our last words to each other
When I told you that I loved you
You stopped and my heart felt as if it would explode
But now, I'm the one who has stopped
As I do nothing but wait for your next words
How could I forget you
Should I try to forget you
Couldn't we go back to what it used to be
Words that are painful, no matter how you look at them
Words saying we should end it all
If only I could stop it
If only I could erase it
If only I could go back
To the day we first met
How could I forget you
Should I try to forget you
Couldn't we go back to what it used to be
I cover my mouth as tears stream down my face
To the words that are hard to believe
How could I forget you
Should I try to forget you
Couldn't we go back to what it used to be
Because I still love you
Even in my dreams, they are words that are hard to believe
NINE - JYJ
(HANGUL)
너는 사랑이란 걸 아니?
아냐 사실 나도 모르겠어…
단지 모르는 게 Ye
가슴이 뜨겁고 막 뛰고 자꾸 눈물이 흘러 나
어떻게 해야하는 거니.
찾아가 무릎 꿀으면 되니…
나도 모르게 Ye
계속 너를 찾고 또 뛰고, 걷다 보면 또 제자리야
새로 시작하려 해도
쉽게 되지가 않는 우리 사랑
내 기억. 추억들~
더 이상 감출 수조차 없는 내가 되었으니~
지난 날은 잊어~
오직 서로만 지켜 가면 돼
이제 우린 알 수 있잖아.
말하지 않아도 알잖아
매일, 멀지 않던 어제만 소리 치면 되
말하지 못해서 미안해
사랑한다 그대여
몇 번이고 전화도 해봤어
무슨 말을 할까 고민했어…
나도 모르게 Ye~
잠을 자고 일어날 때도 계속 너를 찾게 되는 거야
날 봐 지금의 나를 봐
너무나 변해버린 내 모습 좀 어색하지만 기다려
너무 멀어지지 말자 내 앞에 세상과 약속할테니
(ROMAJI)
neoneun salang-ilan geol ani?
anya sasil nado moleugess-eo…
danji moleuneun ge Ye
gaseum-i tteugeobgo mag ttwigo jakku nunmul-i heulleo na
eotteohge haeyahaneun geoni.
chaj-aga muleup kkul-eumyeon doeni…
nado moleuge Ye
gyesog neoleul chajgo tto ttwigo, geodda bomyeon tto jejaliya
saelo sijaghalyeo haedo
swibge doejiga anhneun uli salang
nae gieog. chueogdeul~
deo isang gamchul sujocha eobsneun naega doeeoss-euni~
jinan nal-eun ij-eo~
ojig seoloman jikyeo gamyeon dwae
ije ulin al su issjanh-a.
malhaji anh-ado aljanh-a
maeil, meolji anhdeon eojeman soli chimyeon doe
malhaji moshaeseo mianhae
salanghanda geudaeyeo
myeoch beon-igo jeonhwado haebwass-eo
museun mal-eul halkka gominhaess-eo…
nado moleuge Ye~
jam-eul jago il-eonal ttaedo gyesog neoleul chajge doeneun geoya
nal bwa jigeum-ui naleul bwa
neomuna byeonhaebeolin nae moseub jom eosaeghajiman gidalyeo
neomu meol-eojiji malja nae ap-e sesang-gwa yagsoghalteni
(TRANSLATION)
Do you know what’s call love?
No~ in fact I have no idea about it too…
Just don’t know it Ye
My heart feels hot and I keep running and keep tearing up
What should I do?
Should I go pleading with bent knees?
I don’t know too Ye
I keep finding you and running, I’m back to the original spot even when I keep walking
Do you not love me Do you not want to forget
Even if I want to start anew
It doesn’t seems easy for our love
My memories. sweet memories~
I have become someone who can no longer hide it
Forget the old days~
We just need to have the 2 of us
Know we know it, don’t we
We know it even if we don’t say it out
Tomorrow, we will shout out of the yesterday that isn’t too far
I’m sorry that I can’t say it
I love you my dear
maybe times i’ve tried calling
I’ve been thinking about what to say…
I don’t know it too Ye~
Even as I fall asleep and wake up, I can’t stop myself from wanting to find you
Look at me, look at the me now
Although it feels awakward because I’ve changed so much, wait
Let’s not be too far apart, I make a promise to the world ahead of me
Eotokke?? Yeorobeun...arraseumnika?? Udah jelas atau belum mana lirik yang terkesan sahut-sahutan? Kalau belum saya akan meresume lagi agar semuanya jelas...
For You It’s Separation, For Me It’s Waiting – Hero Jaejoong
My heart must be broken because it can’t comprehend that I’ve let you go
I’m letting you go like this but to me, this is the beginning of a wait
Don’t leave, my love, I won’t be able to see you ever again
You are still in my heart
Don’t leave, my love, I won’t be able to see you ever again
If you forget me and erase me without a trace…
How Can I – TVXQ Homin
If only I had forgotten my phone, just for one day
How could I forget you
Should I try to forget you
Couldn't we go back to what it used to be
But now, I'm the one who has stopped
As I do nothing but wait for your next words
How could I forget you
Should I try to forget you
Couldn't we go back to what it used to be
If only I could erase it
If only I could go back
To the day we first met
How could I forget you
Should I try to forget you
Couldn't we go back to what it used to be
Because I still love you
NINE – JYJ
Do you not love me Do you not want to forget
Even if I want to start a new
It doesn’t seems easy for our love
My memories. sweet memories~
I have become someone who can no longer hide it
Forget the old days~
We know it even if we don’t say it out
Tomorrow, we will shout out of the yesterday that isn’t too far
I’m sorry that I can’t say it
Although it feels awakward because I’ve changed so much, wait
Let’s not be too far apart, I make a promise to the world ahead of me
Nah,,sekarang apapun pendapat kalian setelah baca ini...sekali lagi saya hanya sharing apa yang saya temukan...soal kebenarannya...saya tidak berhak atas itu ^^
jyaa mata ne~
- Location:dream catcher
- Mood:
awake - Music:TVXQ Homin-How Can I
I know I must could do better than this, but I couldn't
I know hope is never end, but I ended up like this
The thing that I know is nothing
Eventhough I didn't know anything
I could feel something that I couldn't find anywhere but here
It was family...
Instead my blood-family
And even there's no blood-related
You taught me as my mother
You threatened me as my father
You listened to me like my old sister and brother
You joked around me like my young sister and brother
Thanks...
to give me a spirit
to gain my life again
and learn...what world was...
Saranghae yeongwonhi n____n <3
- Location:dream
- Mood:
depressed
surprised